Two more papers and i am free
Damn bored
it has been 2 weeks plus
but the feeling for her still holds in my heart
it is just hard to forget.
Learning guitar now
fingers hurts badly
but still will persever
Blog skin is dead.
Got to change a new 1 soon.
Will change after i get chance.
Bye people
Good luck for chinese and also science MCQ.
Jiayou.



Thinking back,my actions were all wrong,now all i want is just a second chance.
I really still love u.

BADMINTON! 11:29 PM

Only wanted 1 relationship that last long.
Listened to Leona.Trying to hold on to the relationship
After all if we are able to endure throught we will be stronger
But we ended up breaking up
Really don like things to be this way
Really tried to change myself for u
But u still wouldn't accept me
Should have listened to peiying
Girls doesn't like guys that give up easily
Maybe i was too opened up
Really learned my lesson.
Tried to maintain the friendship with u
Tried to joke with u but u seems so mad.
Nothing i do will please u now isn't it?
And yea i call those that linked me to de-link me
Like that nobody knows of my blog and at least a place where i can vent my fustration and also sorrow
Also a place where i can post my happy moments,which is rare.
U have no worries that what i said where will be known to the world
Totally screwed my physics paper and geo
Really am dead.
Trying my best not to screw my Bio paper.
So that at least got that as a subject to get into engineering.
Really am exhausted.
But still am carrying on
Sorry that i will be going to break the promise i had for u
I am unable to ace my O levels
I lack of the time to do so.
Chatted with my OB Sabah instructor.
Reminded of the times in OBS
Damn it was torturing.
But manged to pull it all through,
Then i rememberedd the camp that i attended.
It really trained me.
Just that i am not reminded of it.
Now i do.
At least i will not give up on my life
After so many things that been through.
Using all as an experience.
Maybe i will stay the way i am
Being Emo
At least that is what suits me the most.
Trying to change.But its hard.I thought i have ur support but acutally not.
Fell badly to the ground.
Trying to pick myself up,.
It is hard,but i will try.
All my wishes now that hope we can still be friends,at least good friends
And i get into engineering.

BADMINTON! 11:24 PM

Today was SS and chem
Thought venice will come out.But it didn't
lucky i had bonding and globalisation to back me up
Finished Chem within 15mins
Use the rest of the time to look through check for mistake
and i spell sulphate and sulphute.WTF!!!!!
damn hoping i will at least get B3 for all my subjects.
ENglish was still a screwed up

BADMINTON! 12:42 AM

I still misses u badly.
Really can't accept the fact u are gone.
Every night i dreamt of u.
The times we spent together.
The times we enjoyed.
I really hate that things turned out this way
I realised i really need u
It was hard to give u back the muscial note& straw heart
i lose it once and i really ran 3 bus stop just to search for it.
Now its gone.
The memories still in my heart.
I blew up the chance.
Now we can't even be friends
I really don wan it to be this way
I don't know how u are feeling but.
Really hope things will turn out fine.
U are afterall my first relationship that i got into
It is hard or i should say imposssible to forget.
It really hurts me deep inside.
I really want this pain to end.

BADMINTON! 1:20 AM

Yea i am fucking dumb and stupid.
SO?
U think u are so fcuking great?
I promised ms phang not to get angry or stuffs
i been trying to contain my fustration since i broke up with her
U think is so fucking easy?
Yea u are smart and i am fcuking stupid
U are the great guy
I post those and hurt people feelings?
I apologise about it already
what do u still fucking want?!
After i broke up with her i tried to get back into the clique.
It was so damn fcuking hard.and u have to make it worst.
While i was waiting for glenn.U guys came down
Then u said u waiting here for what
Of course i am waiting for glenn la.
U sounded as if i am not in the clique.
Since u want me out.
SO BE IT!

BADMINTON! 5:14 AM

English was screwed badly.
Don know what to do.
I see my next year life.
I see myself in the classroom in BMSS
listening to teacher.
doing my work,
Damn! No way that will happen!
Going to chiong for the rest of my subjects!!!
Life isn't easy.
But i will pull it through.
and yes i have changed.
I am a callous and heartless guy
I opened my heart but it got pierce badly.
Its bleeding hard but nth i could do to stop it.
Going in exams with an heavy heart,
But still i got to make it through,someway or somehow.
Really am tired.But i will still fight on.
Things ain't as what they are.
But still.
I still love you

BADMINTON! 5:57 AM

"Time To Say Goodbye"
I just don't want to waste another day
I'm trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me I can't erase
And I can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye
On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down
It's time to say goodbye
After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're going to drown
You just grab your arms around me and pull me down
It's time to say goodbye
Now I'm gone
It's too late
You can't fix
Your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream
So you cryI can see
Through your lies
You're just trying to change me
Somewhere in the distance
There's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me
But I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders
And I'm sick of feeling down
So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye

Sometimes i really wonder the why am i trying so hard yet the result seems so depressing
I really love her but now i am really at a loss of what to do.
My life now seems so aimless.
I'm really trying very hard.
But i guess all my actions are mistakes.

BADMINTON! 6:20 PM