Two more papers and i am free
Damn bored
it has been 2 weeks plus
but the feeling for her still holds in my heart
it is just hard to forget.
Learning guitar now
fingers hurts badly
but still will persever
Blog skin is dead.
Got to change a new 1 soon.
Will change after i get chance.
Bye people
Good luck for chinese and also science MCQ.
Jiayou.



Thinking back,my actions were all wrong,now all i want is just a second chance.
I really still love u.

BADMINTON! 11:29 PM

Only wanted 1 relationship that last long.
Listened to Leona.Trying to hold on to the relationship
After all if we are able to endure throught we will be stronger
But we ended up breaking up
Really don like things to be this way
Really tried to change myself for u
But u still wouldn't accept me
Should have listened to peiying
Girls doesn't like guys that give up easily
Maybe i was too opened up
Really learned my lesson.
Tried to maintain the friendship with u
Tried to joke with u but u seems so mad.
Nothing i do will please u now isn't it?
And yea i call those that linked me to de-link me
Like that nobody knows of my blog and at least a place where i can vent my fustration and also sorrow
Also a place where i can post my happy moments,which is rare.
U have no worries that what i said where will be known to the world
Totally screwed my physics paper and geo
Really am dead.
Trying my best not to screw my Bio paper.
So that at least got that as a subject to get into engineering.
Really am exhausted.
But still am carrying on
Sorry that i will be going to break the promise i had for u
I am unable to ace my O levels
I lack of the time to do so.
Chatted with my OB Sabah instructor.
Reminded of the times in OBS
Damn it was torturing.
But manged to pull it all through,
Then i rememberedd the camp that i attended.
It really trained me.
Just that i am not reminded of it.
Now i do.
At least i will not give up on my life
After so many things that been through.
Using all as an experience.
Maybe i will stay the way i am
Being Emo
At least that is what suits me the most.
Trying to change.But its hard.I thought i have ur support but acutally not.
Fell badly to the ground.
Trying to pick myself up,.
It is hard,but i will try.
All my wishes now that hope we can still be friends,at least good friends
And i get into engineering.

BADMINTON! 11:24 PM

Today was SS and chem
Thought venice will come out.But it didn't
lucky i had bonding and globalisation to back me up
Finished Chem within 15mins
Use the rest of the time to look through check for mistake
and i spell sulphate and sulphute.WTF!!!!!
damn hoping i will at least get B3 for all my subjects.
ENglish was still a screwed up

BADMINTON! 12:42 AM

I still misses u badly.
Really can't accept the fact u are gone.
Every night i dreamt of u.
The times we spent together.
The times we enjoyed.
I really hate that things turned out this way
I realised i really need u
It was hard to give u back the muscial note& straw heart
i lose it once and i really ran 3 bus stop just to search for it.
Now its gone.
The memories still in my heart.
I blew up the chance.
Now we can't even be friends
I really don wan it to be this way
I don't know how u are feeling but.
Really hope things will turn out fine.
U are afterall my first relationship that i got into
It is hard or i should say imposssible to forget.
It really hurts me deep inside.
I really want this pain to end.

BADMINTON! 1:20 AM