Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Only wanted 1 relationship that last long.
Listened to Leona.Trying to hold on to the relationship
After all if we are able to endure throught we will be stronger
But we ended up breaking up
Really don like things to be this way
Really tried to change myself for u
But u still wouldn't accept me
Should have listened to peiying
Girls doesn't like guys that give up easily
Maybe i was too opened up
Really learned my lesson.
Tried to maintain the friendship with u
Tried to joke with u but u seems so mad.
Nothing i do will please u now isn't it?
And yea i call those that linked me to de-link me
Like that nobody knows of my blog and at least a place where i can vent my fustration and also sorrow
Also a place where i can post my happy moments,which is rare.
U have no worries that what i said where will be known to the world
Totally screwed my physics paper and geo
Really am dead.
Trying my best not to screw my Bio paper.
So that at least got that as a subject to get into engineering.
Really am exhausted.
But still am carrying on
Sorry that i will be going to break the promise i had for u
I am unable to ace my O levels
I lack of the time to do so.
Chatted with my OB Sabah instructor.
Reminded of the times in OBS
Damn it was torturing.
But manged to pull it all through,
Then i rememberedd the camp that i attended.
It really trained me.
Just that i am not reminded of it.
Now i do.
At least i will not give up on my life
After so many things that been through.
Using all as an experience.
Maybe i will stay the way i am
Being Emo
At least that is what suits me the most.
Trying to change.But its hard.I thought i have ur support but acutally not.
Fell badly to the ground.
Trying to pick myself up,.
It is hard,but i will try.
All my wishes now that hope we can still be friends,at least good friends
And i get into engineering.
BADMINTON! 11:24 PM