Tears rolled out of my eyes along my cheek as i'm been haunted by the past memories and the fact that i have lose so many people around me.
First i lose my mummy(X** ***). now i no longer talk to her.we are as if strangers
then i lose my friends around because of that bastard
then now i lost gloria because another fcuker.
i gues my looks can't compared to him and i have a fcuking attiude problem unlike him,
a nice guy and kind
i don know what to do now
so many people close to me are gone
i fcuking hate being treated as a subsitube
i am not 1 subsitube to be treated for both friends and people close to me
i try to be nice and i am taken for granted
i love F so much
but what i get is nothing while i try to be there for her
the stuffs i done is not much as compare to what he does for u i guess
really am tired
miss lim made a card for me
i thought that is the only source of motivation
but i fcuking lost the card
i am fcuking stupid and clusmy and dumb
i fcuking hate myself
i guess now i stand alone and walk along while tears roll down my cheeks

BADMINTON! 10:04 AM