Don know why i am still awake at this time.
Everybody is sleeping while i am still awake
Don't know what i should do.
Feel so lost.
been having sleepless nites
Kept thinking of her
Your that voice i hear inside my head.
Is reason for my existance
Your colourful smile,bring dazzling rainbow in my life.
But now that u are gone.all these goes with u
memorises with u are kept in my heart
what i am without u?
Once i was a lonely person.
blaming the whole world for everything
Ever since u came to my life.
Everything changes.
i was cheerful
happy.
everything was great
but now u had left.
i am back to what i am.
No longer motivated to do anything else
i really damn tired of stuffs around
Been thinking.
what is life?
what is my goals
what am i going to do in the future?
what is i can't make it to badminton association?
will i retain again?
I really don know to answer all these questions
i really feel like giving up
Love gives and takes strength away.
Should i continue fighting for what i love?
fight for what i ever dreamt?
i'm really confused
Spending my time blasting my music
Forgeting and forsaken the stuffs around me.
Really wan to continue pursuing my dreams
what do i really want of my life?
Now i am just like an aimless soul just studying for the sake of not disappointing the people that cares
I really don wish to get into love again.
All i wan is like any ordinary guy
Excel in what he strive.
Reach for his dreams.

BADMINTON! 9:30 AM