I don know why am i blogging instead of studying...
guess this is the only way i can talk abt my feelings to...
Everyone changed....so have I
really tired of everything around
my stamina had dropped a lot
after she leaves me,
i don know what has been going on in my life.
not in the mood to do my work
Doing stuffs that not concerning my studies
i wonder how am i suppose to get my distinction
How am i suppose to prove myself to those who look down on me
how am i suppose to do my mum proud and not waste her effort on me
i really need a break from all these
From everything around
i am really stress and tense up.
i really need u
where are u?
I misses the times when i was with u
the walks around H****** V******
The swings that we sat together with our green tea,Emoing.
Walking u home,
Taking the same bus sitting beside u
I really don't know what i am without u
I don know what i have become
I feel like a freak now
Emo with my music.
Guess that is all i can do
Waiting for u to hold me in ur arms.
Waiting for u to pull me out of this misery.
Waiting for u to pull me up and get on with life.
I misses u badly...
My body is tearing up inside
really am tired...
Gona break down soon...
any moment....
Will u be there for me?
If i fall and faint?

BADMINTON! 7:18 AM